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    October 28

    只言片语

    生命如同一粒浮尘,漂浮于尘世之间。而尘土终究会回归大地,结束它短暂的空中之旅。当一粒小小的尘埃借风之翼,欣欣然凌驾于白云之上时,它会飘飘然忘乎所以,痛苦离它很远,死亡是一个缥缈的字眼。而大地一直在召唤着那些细小的尘埃,直到它们被黄土淹没,被泥泞吞噬。

     

    死亡,是生命经历的最后一次庄重洗礼。灵魂本源于虚无,自应归于虚无

     

    --读《预约死亡》有感

    October 23

    想哭的感觉..

    完成不了BOSS给我布置的任务了,尽管我已经把所有的课余时间都搭上去了,还是离终点太遥远...
    明天我该怎么去面对他?自己像是一只笼中鸟,越是想自由翱翔,却越是把自己弄得遍体鳞伤...
    于是我只好在鸟笼中憧憬着蓝天,蓝天对我来说竟是那么遥远...
    October 20

    Wanna hear a story?

     

    “Has the world always existed?”—a four-year-old little boy once asked. He was fond of asking all kinds of questions until the adult got tired of him. His awakening occurred at the age of eleven, when he woke up one day and found that life is in mystery. Ever since then, he started to ask his parents, as well as teachers in order to gain support “Don’t you think the world is full of mystery?” “NO!” was a reply. And a bunch of other “NO”s he got.

    When he is a grown-up, he finally takes his “revenge”. For he firmly believes he has found the truth ever since childhood. He has kept the promise to himself all these years—to remain curious always. There’s still another reason which prompts his writing. He has been a philosopher teacher for about ten years. He wants to unfold the world to his students in a special way. He doesn’t favor the idea of academic writing, for it is of little flesh and bones. Then a narrative plot pops up in his mind. A little girl named Sophie emerges, and then a mailbox. “Who are you?” should be the first question raised to Sophie, indeed, the very first one. A lot of other questions follow. He accompanies Sophie’s growth with joy and delight.

    He leads the kids to explore in the Kingdom of Questions. Some people asked him in wondering voice “Why do you ask questions when you don’t have an answer?” He replied “For a long time, we have ask all kinds of questions. Indeed, a lot of them don’t have a special answer. That’s why we have to ask again and again.”

    In his eyes, the children are all philosophers. They always live in a world filled with fantasies and adventures. They want to how why the elephant has a long nose and why the stars always twinkle. However, as we grow up, we take the world for granted. We think it’s normal, but it definitely is not. In his eyes, “WHY” is the most important word in English language.

    Nowadays, his book concerning Sophie’s growth has been translated into fifty-four languages, and sold more than 300million copies. His name is Jostein Gaarder, the creator of Sophie’s World.

     

     

            --This essay is based on the lecture given by Jostein Gaarder on Oct. 18th, 2007 at NJU

    October 17

    Magic Realism

    --in the 42nd Street
     

    Whirling, gamboling, and dancing,

    In silence, the shadow is singing.

    Weaving a spell over my soul,

    Shall it be magic or real?

     

    Wherefore coming a thousand in one?

    Whence displaying an ever changing view?

    The enchanted screen tightens thy tone,

    And colors thy heart with delightful hue.

     

    Behold, a lady walks out to hold thy hand,

    In whisper she says “I am not by thy side.”

     

    后记:有感于《四十二街》中的光和影演绎出的独特舞台效果,因而写了此诗

    October 13

    思蜀

    韶光似箭,人生几何;
    隐遁书阁,尘嚣散逸。
    梦绕故园,芳草萋芊;
    借问西风,锦城何在?
    October 10

    Embrace the storm...

    外教在课上说前面做报告的同学没几个是得了分的.再说具体点是基本上都是得的零分...
    那个要占25%的期末成绩呀!
    明天,该我上刑场了......
     
    感觉到了暴风雨前的宁静......
    October 05

    随笔

           当我九月一号晚上来到南京后的前两个星期我逐渐便变成了一只“可爱的小熊猫”,这是我不太愿意面对的事实。但是镜子是最真诚的朋友,它从不撒谎。Jay知道我的基本情况后评价到That’s bad for your health, and appearance。我已经不把自己当花朵看了,所以appearance究竟如何我已经不重要了。去夫子庙照的照片我选了好久才选出一张眼睛看上去比较正常的发给爸爸妈妈(替我保密哦!)。我们寝室的同学都在努力适应彼此的生活习惯,有个女孩有早晨六点起床的习惯,她一起来整个寝室都慢慢进入了苏醒状态,一般大家七点左右就出门了。有一个星期,我特别有负疚感。有两次当我七点起床时宿舍就剩下我一人了……一个人,面对一个空荡荡的寝室,会是怎样的一种感觉?

     

          我开始喜欢上了这所学校,这个地方,它隐藏着一种向上的力,让你追随着它的步伐向前奔去……它有着非常古老的一面,除了宝贵的老建筑外,如著名的北大楼,至今仍然沿用着用水票打水的传统,澡堂的布局也十分古老。南大的早晨是静谧的,阳光的薄纱漫过树梢散落在校园的小径上,和谐而安详,庄严肃穆的建筑在绿树的掩映下朴实而大方;南大的早晨是活泼的,不经意间就会发现有活泼的小鸟穿梭在绿叶间,觅食在小道上。而校园中的人们是忙碌的,有一些中老年人来到了校园里尽情享受着清晨的美丽时光他们中间有调嗓子的,有打太极的,有聚会聊天的,有拿着红扇子载歌载舞的……而同学们则多是在晨读,或看书,或赶着时间去上课。

     

          其实今天我之所以能静下心来写点东西是因为我感冒了,看不进书,没有一点学习状态。第一次在离家那么远的地方过国庆。七天的假期,对于我而言是用一种很特殊的方法来庆祝的。这是一个没有节日氛围的假期。当我在十月一号坐在教室的那一刻,冥冥中觉得我曾经的历史都被那一天改写了。在国庆后我就要在外教课上做presentation了,说真的,很恐慌。外教是名副其实的“杀手”老师,去年他带的研一学生中有八个人得的是零分,还没有算那么多不及格的。而一个班就三四十多个同学,这样一想我不由出了一身冷汗。希望我能有幸存活下来……

     

    October 04

    Music World--Ready for the Storm

     

    今天听见了一首歌,觉得特别喜欢,想推荐给大家~

    (我下了网上的歌词,但觉得准确度不高,所以自己初步修改了一下)    

     

         Ready for the Storm

    --Emear Geri

     

         The waves crash in and the tide pulls out         
      It’s an angry sea but there is no doubt
      That the lighthouse will keep shining out
      To warn the lonely sailor
      
      The lightning strikes and the wind cuts cold
      Through the sailor’s bones, to the sailor’s soul
      ’Till there’s nothing left that he can hold
      Except the roaring ocean
      
      And I am ready for the storm, yes oh ready I am
      Ready for the storm, I’m ready for the storm
      
      Ohgive me mercy for my dreams, as every confrontation
      Seems to tell me what it truly means to be a lonely sailor
      If when the sky begins to clear, the sun it melts away my fear
      I will cry a silent, weary tear for those who need to love me
      
      But I am ready for the storm, yes oh ready I am
      Ready for the storm, I’m ready for the storm
      
      And distance says there’s no real friend, and time will take its time
      And you will find that in the end it brings you me--the lonely sailor
      But when you take me by your side, you love me warm, you love me
      And I should’ve realized I have no reason to be frightened
      
      And I am ready for the storm, yes oh ready I am
      Ready for the storm, yes oh ready I am

    Ready for the storm, yes oh ready I am

    Ready for the storm, I’m ready for the storm

     

    October 01

    新生活~

    应大家的强烈呼声,我终于下定决心更新一下blog了。今天时间不早了,我先写那么一点点吧!

     

    来到南京的第一天是位好心的老同学到校门口接我到宿舍,由于怕行李超重,来时只带了必需品。来到寝室一位阿姨正在细心的给她的女儿铺床。我是第三个到寝室的,宿舍是上下铺,五个人住一间。第一天晚上睡的是木板加凉席第一次睡连棕垫都没有的床,我那时反而觉得很兴奋,这样的机会一生中难得碰到几次呀!枕头是一个朋友的同学借给我的,是一只圆滚滚的小海豚。我当时觉得能有这么一个枕头就是很大的福气了,结果晚上睡觉时发现小海豚根本就不适合当枕头,最后还是把木板当枕头睡了。那晚到底睡着了没我自己都不知道,但是却让我充分意识到枕头是必需品,床垫还是很重要的。我绝不是豌豆公主,但也确实没有钢铁般的身躯。那天晚上我是一个人睡在寝室里的,其她两个同学都出去和家人住宾馆了。有朋友发短信来安慰我说别哭,可以我一点都不觉得害怕。

    第二天我的任务是大采购,一天下来我和朋友一算结果用了一千多元,钱一直都在哗哗的流出。但是我们买的确实都是必备的,没有乱花钱。去逛了大型超市发现这边物价普遍偏高,当我看见一件超市里最便宜的面包都要卖三块多时我忍不住想起了川大西饼屋的蛋皮肉松面包和起酥蛋糕,想着想着觉得美好的蛋糕时代已经离我远去了……